My Messy Home Office

 

A messy desk with lots of paperwork

So much clutter

And more…

On the desk

On the chair

On the floor

 

No room to

Sit or stand

As there is

No bare land

 

Inside it is confusing

And grey

Ignoring & Keeping the door shut

Has become my way

Until one day

urgent important

An important paper

I must find

Or else I will be

Heavily fined.

It’s urgent

I know it is there

Hidden in the piles

But where?

 

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I must find

I have no choice

I mumble with

Desperate  voice

 

I must do

One by one

I begin to clean

So much patience in me

Never have I seen

 

nice work

There it is 🙂

Hiding under a book

I just needed to clean

And look

 

mental-clutter

In My mind, like my office

(a million times worse)

So much is stored

Hidden underneath

Lies my Lord!

 

My mind

I must clean

 And seek Whom

 I have never seen

loaded camel

Instead I pile

more and more

Blinding myself

And going further away

 From my inner core

 

parying hands
 I pray daily. Please give me more..

 So many desires

So much I need

There is no end

To my greed.

 

He is not urgent

He is not important.

For Him

I am never desperate

I never cry

Still  I ask

Why don’t I find Him

Why? Why?

 

Buried under a pile

I know He is there.

Other than asking for more

Do I really care!

Cry-Eye

My tears are for the world

His tears are for me

(filling Ocean)

(making rains)

Still His love

I don’t  see!

‘A true seeker can find Me in an instant’.   Kabira

‘You will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart.’ Jeremiah 29:13